My Thoughts in Words

Lately I notice that people have been bailing on me all the fucking time.Like I don’t understand why it happens to me so much.I don’t think I’ve ever made plans with someone and then end up not going.It’s becoming a regular thing now and it just fucks up my mood.I don’t wanna make plans with anyone anymore.I make sure I keep this day all clear,I get my hopes up,and plans just fall through.I know it’s not anyone’s fault.I appreciate the apologies and I’ll always say “It’s Okay” but honestly,it’s not.Not even close.But what am I supposed to say?I’m not gonna get mad at someone cause shit happens.I always forgive,but I never forget.

So can everyone just do me a favor and not make plans with me.Cause you’ll probably ask me to hang out,I’ll get excited,then most likely at the last minute you can’t make it.So just do us both a favor and save yourself the guilt and save me the depressing moment when you have to bail on me.